I always used to roll my eyes at the mention of seasonal affective disorder. The idea that someone could feel more down in the absence of sunlight seemed silly to me. I realize now that this may have been a premature conclusion from someone who lives in Texas when winter’s coldest days are short and bearable markers of the Christmas holidays. After living in Romania during the winter time, where the skies were constantly gray and the kind of cold that hurts your bones fills the air, I can fully attest that this phenomenon is real; especially when you are living in a city filled with spiritual darkness.
It wasn’t until the first morning I woke up in the Dominican Republic that I realized how much I missed sunshine. Feeling the warm rays of the sun on my skin, and sitting on the green grass under palm trees felt like medicine I didn’t know I needed. The bright colors and perfect weather has brought about a shift in my squad that has been so sweet to see. Living in the Caribbean is just as I expected. Fruit trees, pool volleyball, beautiful sunsets, and delicious Dominican cuisine abound. I find it fascinating how God puts desires in our heart to prepare us for seasons to come. Before I even went to the Dominican Republic, I prepared my heart for a time of sweetness and busy adventure, appreciating His creation and His children. I am already seeing this come to fruition these first few days. Here are some of my favorite moments I have had that get me so excited for this next chapter of my life to unfold:
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Playing volleyball with the view of a pink sunset plastered above our heads
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Wearing shorts and ditching the layers of puffy jackets!
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The view of the mountains from anywhere you stand on the beautiful base
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Watercoloring with my sisters before breakfast
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Naps in the hammocks
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Quiet time under the mango tree
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Going to a white sand clear water beach with pina coladas and surfing
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Playing settlers at 7am with my fellow board game lovers
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Swimming in the pool under the palm trees after doing yoga
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Having no desire to be inside while outside invites me to wonder at God’s creation
I cannot wait for more of this sunshine, but I also am preparing myself for the tropical storms that I know are coming. As we start ministry I am preparing my heart for the voodoo that is practiced and the heartbreaking poverty. I pray that the Lord will keep my eyes towards the Heavens and I am ever grateful for this flood of sunshine He letting us bask in.
